奇+十 Σουλαμιτις שּׁוּלַמִּית．belovedeagle．Aquila*

this morning i wake up twice
i say"El shaddai! El shaddai!" with a series "tongue" u gave me as soon as i feel i am awake
two times, i use the same way to say goodmorning to you---hebrew, and the tongue.
however, it's wonderful and sweet......
i felt so close with you......"el shaddai! el shaddai! my adonai"......

it's weird that recently when i want to talk to u personally
i use the tongue or a little hebrew and english
why?......i really don't understand......
i love chinese, i think it's the most wonderful language in the world
and i can also control and organize them very well
i once got the highest grade on my composition in the entrance exam......
i once thought i can use my words in chinese to glorify you......
but why?why u make me use other language to talk to u?

hebrew, english and the tongue(which i don't even know what they mean)......
seem much more direct......

yes, simple, direct, and true.
sometimes when i am used to chinese, i try to revise it to express my feeling unconciously
it's still true from my heart, but i try to make it much more beautiful......
why don't u want this?

"it's the time between u and me."
you gave me a breif answer

when i use chinese, i need to use a part of my mind on it
make my words more beatiful, trying to touch others' heart in my writings
but when i talk to u personally, what u want is all my heart
u don't care if my words are beautiful, u just want all parts of my heart and mind

maybe that's the reason why i feel so close with u when i talk to u this morning
"El shaddai! El shaddai!......"
i feel all my heart is onto u but not what i say......
oh el shaddai my aldonai......
it's the time just between u and me
the time you occupy all my heart and the time u draw me closer to u......

yes, because "it's the time between u and me"......